Lost and Found

Lost and Found 


 

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I'm still alive, YES! Had to give up all my extra activities for that, though. Years ago.  But now... My artist's heart is itching like crazy, the creativity and craziness are looking for a way out!  That's why I'm going through the old folders, to see if I still have material to play with. Found this self portrait from 2017... I know why I never used it... Reality, that's why! :)) 

My heart is bleeding, too, when I see all the photos of my fantastic models... What I would give to be able to do that again... Too bad, won't happen. Good thing I have al the great memories of the fun time we had on the shoots! Still a lot of photos that I never used, too... I'm tempted to try things with them, like different editing... Anyway, it's possible that there will be a "new" photo every once in a while, I'm not sure yet. But here, probably my most honest self portrait, so far. :))

Still love you all, my friends, and miss the old times, so.. xxx! 


 

Blocked Again

UPDATE! Facebook's answer on my complaint: Thanks for your patience, Nadja Stijven. It looks like your photo does follow our Community Standards, so we're restoring it to Facebook now. We're sorry for the confusion, and we appreciate you asking us to take another look. Feedback like yours will help us avoid this kind of mistake as we work to keep the Facebook community safe in the future. Thanks again for your help and understanding.

YES! Only... I still can't post now, asked them about it, wait and see, this can't be right, I think. Maybe I just need some patience... :-)) 


Blocked again, only one day after previous punishment! 30 days now. For this photo. Unless facebook is now actively searching for nudes, I think somebody is systematically reporting my photos. They are only visible to my friends, by the way. And they were posted about a year ago, nobody recently liked them so that they would appear in peoples timeline or anything like that. I complained with facebook and said it is an artwork, it shouldn't be removed, by their own policy. And that it's like a drawing, and the figure is faded, no clear lines or detail. Not that I think it will help... I'm still thinking what to do, removing all the nudes, other account, or just quit the fucking Facebook. Because, it's no fun if I can't express myself and show my art. We'll see...


Missing...

Missing....
I see that people notice that I'm missing on Facebook, that prudish social media that blocked me for 7 days. Last time it was 3 days, next time it will be 3 weeks... Am I not such a naughty girl!
Thanks a lot, old and newer friends, for noticing, and for explaining to each other, too... :-))
It is as somebody said: I can watch and read the Fb posts now, but I can't do anything like, liking a post or comment.
Kisses and... See you soon!